Friday, February 25, 2011

Holiest facebook status LOL


I received 32 response from my friends!
My maths got A ok lol 1 of them was my brother thats why 32 lah.
So total 33! You friends are the best.
Cool shiat!


Thursday, February 24, 2011

Woah chill alvin chill.

Lol, I keep kena affected when I go facebook and sees somebody's posts.
But how to not get affected?
:|
People enjoying life while I still got exam -.-
It's not fair leh, you make my life so miserable and you are enjoying like &^%$#@!@#$%^&*
It's so unfair, really unfair.
But I'm not gonna fall into the trap! You suddenly so active on facebook, you think I dont know what you trying to do?

Aiyo.
I think I need to leave Singapore and forget about Singapore for a few days...
Sounds like a good idea :)
Travelling before enlistment!
Gonna work at TP after exams I think...heard it's $85/per day!
Cool shiat.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Holding back.

我的人生就是一错再错,错完了再从头。

It's a pity that I've lost a lot of things within 2 months.
It's not only someone I loved, but there's more than you can imagine.
But that's life. We can't really control some things in life.

It's unexpected how someone can change and become so heartless within such a short time.

For 1 year plus I'm like wasting my time? I seriously put in so much effort wor, to get close to the family, to juggle between my own family, relationship, friends, competition and studies.

I'm a Scorpio. When somebody do something bad to me, I won't show mercy.
But actually I'm holding back a lot of sarcastic comments about the things you have done and said to me before.

:)

Nevertheless...I still love you, Vann.

Another youtube singer :)
This time round he's a asian!



Youtubers write songs that are so related to real life.



Youtuber Singers keep me company every night with songs that really reflect my complex feelings :)

Monday, February 21, 2011

Another talented Youtube singer, Alex Goot :)

Grenade:



Songs written by him:
Breathless:



Pretty Eyes:
(Music Video directed by Kurt Schneider,a great youtube producer that works with Sam Tsui)
The actress is Julie Shain, she really has a pair of beautiful eyes :)

Friday, February 18, 2011

I cried everynight.

Wow i have been crying every night for how many days? I lost count.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I hate facebook.

Everytime I see your status updates I get affected a lot.
I see that you are living so well off without me, like nothing ever happened between us.

I today got too affected until I forgot to bring a lot of stuffs.
Submit 2 project and forget a section for each submission...

Haiz. I really can't get over it

UNFAIR

GAH I HATE BEING TREATED UNFAIRLY IN MY LIFE.
YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Why do I always kena such treatments.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

如果你听见我这首歌



“猜不透是哪里出了错
或许只是该结束的时候
想起你那句还是朋友
为什么我竟如此痛在心头
如果你在寂寞的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你眼眶是否会发热
如果你在快乐的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你心里是否会有一点舍不得”

Monday, February 7, 2011

What is love?



That girl taught me how to love but did not teach me how to forget.

The most important thing she ever gave me
was the one that hurt the most.

Life is unfair.
It's not because I didn't try, it's not because I didn't do enough.
What do I get in the end? What did I do to deserve this?
I must have offended some god in this life or my previous life lol.

It makes me ask myself this question again.
"What is love?"

I really really thought I found my answer.
I was living in an illusion for over a year.
Wow.



Wednesday, February 2, 2011

The 3rd thing I screwed up on 2011

In 2011, my life is obviously and seriously not going well, why whatever things I do nowadays always end up a disappointment.

My relationship screwed up.
My competition screwed up.
My driving test screwed up.
So what's next? Cannot graduate? Year 4.1? What the FUCK is going on with 2011!!!! My new year resolutions all failed within the first 2 months of 2011. Cool. I even wonder if I will be alive to see dec 2011.