我怎样都开心不起来

I do well in studies.
I have a very nice girlfriend.
I represented my sch for competitions.

为什么我怎样都开心不起来。
I think I'm back to my emo self again.
What am I feeling sad about?
I don't laugh when I watch comedies today.

Feed My Fishes and Hamster!

Found something interesting on the web :





Have fun!

Sigh

My team has a match tmrw 8.30am against Switzerland's team. We can't even finish the programming. I think I just don't have the talent for programming or robotics. Sometimes I just wish that I'm more clever. I felt useless as a leader.

Miracle won't even happen tmrw if we don't finish the programming.


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Location:Suntec Convention Hall 6

Today not bad

Hmm today training as usual but lunch was great since love came =)

Went Business free access lab with her then I realised TP is not fair.
Computers at business school is way too much advanced than engine sch lah. Why the hell they need better computers than engineers? Zzzz.

Then dinner meet up with old buddies SK, See Hong and Wei Yang at 85.
Nice lah.

Haha a good gathering with friends and love before competition.
Not bad not bad.
Then the programming and algorithms 50% done but there's still tmrw and sunday to do the remaining.
Being the team leader is quite stressful.
Jia you guys!
Tmrw have to reach suntec by 10am!
Holy cow.

Busy days ahead.

Starting on this week's Saturday, my Festo Logistic Cup is commencing.
But we still haven't got all the things ready yet.
Kinda worried.

To people who don't know what is it you can visit this page =)
http://www.robocup2010.org/competition_League.php?c=5&l=12

2 days to go.
God bless.

Time to move on.

Accept the fact that you are brooding too much on the past and the present.
It's stopping you from progressing.
Move on, accept any changes you may face in the future.
You can't always keep things the same, things need to change to improve.
Time don't wait for you.
Do not let any mistakes you made in the past happen again.
Learn to spot opportunities and go for it. Stop being a coward worrying bout things here and there.
It's true that you treasure your ties with people around you rather than work, but do not ever let them slow you down.

People that start to lose contact with you, people that are drifting apart from you, people that don't have time for you. Sometimes all that are things that are way beyond your control.
Stop being a weak person and learn to be independent.
Help yourself 1st, rather than expecting help from people.
You need to move on, in order to see some light in the future that you've been worrying about.

Maybe you'll be happier that way.
Who knows.

Wa wa wa.

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I noticed this blog became a place for me to vent my anger.
I realised there's nothing nice to blog about anymore.
Readers beware.
I believe there's worse to come.

It's not fair.

Busy with competition and really no time for school events.
Not going school events = miss out socialising with friends.
Miss out socialising with friends = losing them.
Losing them = saying hi to them and kena dao =.=

What the hell?
It's not like I don't want to, but is I can't.

It's sad to say that I didn't manage to find true friends in poly.

Did I took the wrong step?

All along, I've been searching.
Searching for what I really want in my life.
I'm worried.
Worried bout my future.
I study hard, attained good results.
But so what?
Haiz.

Did I chosed the wrong course?
Engineering is really a subject that is freaking hard to learn.
Alvin ah, 19 years old already.
You see how many friends you have already have their goals.
What about you.

You are just....just....
freaking useless.