Time to move on.

Accept the fact that you are brooding too much on the past and the present.
It's stopping you from progressing.
Move on, accept any changes you may face in the future.
You can't always keep things the same, things need to change to improve.
Time don't wait for you.
Do not let any mistakes you made in the past happen again.
Learn to spot opportunities and go for it. Stop being a coward worrying bout things here and there.
It's true that you treasure your ties with people around you rather than work, but do not ever let them slow you down.

People that start to lose contact with you, people that are drifting apart from you, people that don't have time for you. Sometimes all that are things that are way beyond your control.
Stop being a weak person and learn to be independent.
Help yourself 1st, rather than expecting help from people.
You need to move on, in order to see some light in the future that you've been worrying about.

Maybe you'll be happier that way.
Who knows.