Tee Gong Bo Bi Me on Thursday

TEE GONG BO BI MAI LOR HOR, BHEI CHIA LOR SOON SOON.

Thursday is my TP(driving practical test) 2nd attempt!
It would be very different this time, mood will much better with sufficient sleep!
Unlike my 1st attempt lol.

Huat arh! lol.

I can't wait to be botak LOL

Yeah my title says it allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
The weather is KILLING me.

But I think I will endure until the day I really can't keep the hair length I want anymore, I want to keep my image first. Yes my head is shy LOL.

I think I will look damn cheeky/funny/idiotic with a botak head.
Only these people can look handsome, stylish with botak head.

Beckham!

Bruce Willis
Oops this one is bald then shaved botak one =X

OK PEOPLE TIME FOR IMAGINATION! Let your brain do the work for you! Let your imagination run wild~~~

Imagine I botak using this picture :

Quite an old picture. But the most idiotic face ever.
Yeah that's Kristal at the back.

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Is this what you have imagined?
LOL

1st Acceptance NUS!

I have been offered Computing(Computer Science) at NUS!!!
Omg university application is really different becos you get another chance to choose when you are accepted in various courses in different universities.

So now I'm waiting for replies from NTU and SUTD becos I want to get in either of the 2 universities instead of NUS lol I very basket, I treat NUS as my last resort =X
NUS is better known for business course although they made improvements to their engineering courses these recent years.

NTU main focus is still on technical courses so I guess they will spend more money and effort on the technical courses + wan ting and siew hoon are studying there, and that is why I want to go in NTU.

SUTD, a new university that is opening on 2012 near Singapore Expo is an excellent choice for me!
1st : It is NEAR, FREAKING NEAR MY HOUSE as compared to other uni.
2nd : It is collaborated with MIT(Massachusetts Institute of Technology), the number 1 technical university of the world. The professors that SUTD are hiring will be directly from MIT, meaning 99% of them are Caucasians? Most importantly, during your last year of study at SUTD, you get a chance to study at MIT for a year! How cool is that? Studying at the states.

Time to move on

It's amazing how the truths can change my mood and opinion totally.

I decided to move on since I understand everything now :)

Keep all the feelings to myself.

Why having good results are impt.

Now I finally got something good out from my good results :)
A staff from TP called me today!
They are offering a job for me TP becos my results are good.
$85/day!

My job scope:
1. Assist lecturers during lab sessions.
2. Peer tuition with weaker students.
3. Assist lecturers with projects.

COOL
Monday I'm going over to submit my resume :)

SO MANY JOB OPPORTUNITIES NOW!
I applied for Robotics Trainer, MOE Allied Educator, Primary School Relief Teacher and now this! ALL GOT APPROVED.
Most likely I'm getting this job!

I am so healthy and active this week LOL

Gym session on Tues
Driving session on Wed
Badminton session on Thurs
Driving session + Sentosa on Fri

My whole body is aching!
Weekend I plan to organise K Session!
Hehehe :D

What now?

Don't know leh.
Haiz. Life. Playing. A. Fool. With. Me.

It's been 3 months. I'm still the same. Haha. Unable to move on with life. Stuck. Miserable. Pathetic. Pitiful. Useless. Worthless. Dejected. Downcast. Hurt. Injured. Crying.

突然好想把我的想法，情绪统统写出来。

我好失败呀!!!

为什么你当初要说"OK"呢!? 一时冲动? 觉得寂寞? 你以为我在和你玩的是吗? 你那时说要休息的时候其实早已不想继续这段感情对吗? 拖拖拉拉的，你怕会伤害到我。但我宁愿你直接一点，对我坦白一点。你有一次还说 “我们重头开始好吗? 以朋友的关系重新认识对方。” 这句话伤我最深。
为什么把我抬得那么高，然后又狠狠的把我推进地狱里。
即使我们已不是男女朋友，我没有办法再次把你当成朋友看待。
我就是过不了自己这一关。我很想恨你，但我办不到。
只是对你很失望。我们经历了这么多挫折，看了多少情侣分手而更加珍惜彼此，偏偏在这个时候你选择了放弃，选择了逃避。我们都没有做错什么而分手，好可惜呀!!!

想要得到你的关心，聆听我诉苦的专心，知道我胃不好而照顾我的细心，甚至你的心，已变成一种奢求。

你知道你是我的精神支柱吗? 你让我重新认识这个世界。你改变我对这个世界的看法。You made me who I am today.
没有你，日子好难过。
算了...你已不再对我有任何的感情，说这么多浪费口水...
哦对hor, 这里是Internet leh, balek.
写这么多浪费 Memory space... hahaha
只是突然很想你，还有我之前的"未来家人"。

夜已深，就此停笔。Orz 还以为是在写应用文。
看来只有在这午夜时分静静的想你。