Hesitant Post

Regardless of my final decision of posting this, it truly was a bit of hesitation from me to click on the orange "PUBLISH NOW" button.

Till now I'm still troubled bout the past.
The choice I made in the past stopped me from moving forward and tell someone that I really like her.

Ya it's you, I really like you.
I think you know it.

BUT I don't want my actions to affect their friendship.

Anyone in this world can understand my situation?
Haha...自作自受
I laugh at myself.
I ask myself why things become so screwed up.

Cui.

Competition training tmrw...
Why do I make myself so busy with lame stuffs like this.

Never mind.