Hopeless me

Until this point of time I'm still clueless of what I wanna do in the future.
I keep asking myself what I really want.
But I just can't find it!
Been finding it for years already.

Zzz give me some enlightenment on what to do.
I wanna work hard for something.
I don't want to work hard blindly.

But so far I only know I'm working hard for my blind future that consist of me and my gf.
She totally supports me.
I love Vanessa Chia!
She's lovely =)