I told myself I have to stay strong, endure 42 more days and everything will be ok but end up I cried. I'm tired. I'm weak. I always thought i have a strong willpower. But it appears to be no. You all can laugh at me all you want, Alvin actually cried. But you all will never understand what shit I'm going through. I never use this phrase in my life before, but now I want to use it BADLY. FUCK MY LIFE.
Why? You all may ask. Let me
list them down nicely for you all.
1. Everyday 8.30am to 5.30pm is not funny.
2. Stress from course managers
3. I just feel that I don't have any friends now.
4. Didn't have a good long break for over 1 years already. Looking at others enjoying holidays while I'm stuck with this training.
5. I don't have a freaking genius brain that let me think fast.
6. I'm just tired.
7. Insomnia every night.
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