I want to move on.

But I don't even know how to start...

I think of her every time and every night before I sleep. We did so much things together, it's so hard to forget.

It's painful, living everyday like this. I wanted to do something but I know she won't give a damn about it anymore.
She didn't even give damn about the things that I've said to her in facebook. She don't give a damn about my life and in fact, made my life so miserable now.

I'm so stupid right, blindly in love. Sometimes I ask myself why am I still holding on? But I realize nobody in this world can replace her inside my heart.

I hate her but I love her.
I love her family too, but what's the point? It doesn't change anything.