But I don't even know how to start...
I think of her every time and every night before I sleep. We did so much things together, it's so hard to forget.
It's painful, living everyday like this. I wanted to do something but I know she won't give a damn about it anymore.
She didn't even give damn about the things that I've said to her in facebook. She don't give a damn about my life and in fact, made my life so miserable now.
I'm so stupid right, blindly in love. Sometimes I ask myself why am I still holding on? But I realize nobody in this world can replace her inside my heart.
I hate her but I love her.
I love her family too, but what's the point? It doesn't change anything.
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Saturday, July 9, 2011
It's amusing.
It's amusing to see people getting so well and growing up together as a couple while mine failed miserably. I laugh at myself lol.
Haha I think I will stay single forever until some miracle happen.
I don't want to try anymore, it's a scar that will never heal.
Haha I think I will stay single forever until some miracle happen.
I don't want to try anymore, it's a scar that will never heal.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
I love english music!
English party music makes me forget all the sad stuffs and makes me wanna dance with the music lol.
Unlike mandarin songs which is always bout love and heartbreak -.-
Songs that are always on repeat on my playlist are found below!!! :DDDDDD
ENJOY!
Unlike mandarin songs which is always bout love and heartbreak -.-
Songs that are always on repeat on my playlist are found below!!! :DDDDDD
ENJOY!
I miss the old you.
I miss the old you and the old times.
It goes all the way back even before we're got together.
You were so much better.
Now you're like a stranger.
Why do you have to change so much?
I'm still the same, just that once in a while I will miss you.
It goes all the way back even before we're got together.
You were so much better.
Now you're like a stranger.
Why do you have to change so much?
I'm still the same, just that once in a while I will miss you.
Monday, June 27, 2011
FUCK YEAH!!!
Pardon me for the vulgar title lol.
Put yourself in my shoes.
I finally passed my driving test after trying it for the 3rd time.
If you're learning to drive, get a friend/family WHO HAS ALREADY GOT HIS/HER DRIVING LICENSE TO INTRODUCE TO YOU HIS/HER DRIVING INSTRUCTOR.
Don't ever be like me, a stupid idiot.
I'm really immature and not streetwise enough.
After changing to to my brother's instructor, Uncle Tan, I found out that my previous instructor,PETER FONG, can totally go eat shit and bang wall. I would throw him down a building, carry him up again and throw him down again. Don't call me a sadist lol. He really deserves it. He is a total money sucker and failed as a teacher. Too bad I realized it too late. I regret not listening to my parents and my bro, I've learnt it the hard way and wasted over $1k on that piece of shit.
Being independent doesn't mean you have to really depend everything on yourself. I always have this wrong mindset of trying to do everything myself. Sometimes we need help from others. Accept their help, accept their comments/opinions. I need to work on that.
Uncle Tan, is the one of the best teacher I've ever came across. I aspire to be like him. He is patient, knowledgeable and enjoy teaching. I still remember this morning he was outside the room (where you wait to be called for your driving test) looking for me. After he saw me, he raise his hand up high with a thumbs up. That really boast my confidence 100 times :D He was confident that I would make it this time round.
If you ever need a driving instructor, find Uncle Tan.
DONT EVER FIND PETER FONG THAT PIECE OF SHIT.
Put yourself in my shoes.
I finally passed my driving test after trying it for the 3rd time.
If you're learning to drive, get a friend/family WHO HAS ALREADY GOT HIS/HER DRIVING LICENSE TO INTRODUCE TO YOU HIS/HER DRIVING INSTRUCTOR.
Don't ever be like me, a stupid idiot.
I'm really immature and not streetwise enough.
After changing to to my brother's instructor, Uncle Tan, I found out that my previous instructor,PETER FONG, can totally go eat shit and bang wall. I would throw him down a building, carry him up again and throw him down again. Don't call me a sadist lol. He really deserves it. He is a total money sucker and failed as a teacher. Too bad I realized it too late. I regret not listening to my parents and my bro, I've learnt it the hard way and wasted over $1k on that piece of shit.
Being independent doesn't mean you have to really depend everything on yourself. I always have this wrong mindset of trying to do everything myself. Sometimes we need help from others. Accept their help, accept their comments/opinions. I need to work on that.
Uncle Tan, is the one of the best teacher I've ever came across. I aspire to be like him. He is patient, knowledgeable and enjoy teaching. I still remember this morning he was outside the room (where you wait to be called for your driving test) looking for me. After he saw me, he raise his hand up high with a thumbs up. That really boast my confidence 100 times :D He was confident that I would make it this time round.
If you ever need a driving instructor, find Uncle Tan.
DONT EVER FIND PETER FONG THAT PIECE OF SHIT.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
I've been listening to song that tells me to be strong...
But I just can't do it.
I just simply love the songs :D
Sometimes I wonder if she ever looked back at the times we have spent, if she ever felt a small bit of regret over the decision at all, if she ever missed me.
Ok enough bout sad stuffs...
Everyday I'm shuffling!
Sunday, June 5, 2011
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