P90X

The complete workout phase of the P90X is 3 months!
Argh guess I'm gonna start it only after I P.O.P-ed from my BMT.

Super tempted after I download the complete workout videos + worksheets + calender.
Tony Horton is my idol now.
He's 53 years old now and he look like only in his thirties! Omg.

Recharged. Changes Detected.

I knew it! Going on a holiday totally works for me :D
I feel better, stronger, faster now. (just some rip off lyrics from a song, I excluded the "harder" lol )

Gonna push myself further within the 2 weeks remaining before NS.
I don't want to faint during NS training.
P90X Cardio X Workout!

Anyways, enlisting into the army definitely will affect your relationships with family and friends.
I'm expecting some changes here and there.
Just mentally preparing myself here.

National Day

Exactly 1 year ago, National Day was meaningful.
I forged a bond with a family :)
Had picnic, played badminton with them and I even taught their 6 year old girl how to ride a bike, and unexpectedly, this improve the family's impression of me :)
I really had fun :)

But this year, what is National Day sia?
I'm back to square one.
I think I will feel even worse on Christmas.

Songs that I love now :)

还记得你们小时候的梦想或学生时的理想吗？当我们渐渐的成长，了解了​这个社会的现实后，那些梦想和理想不得不改变。最后不知不觉怀疑​起自己： “这真的是我想要的吗？” 让这首歌，唤醒你的童年回忆和梦想 :



蕭敬騰好会唱歌呀：





And my all time youtube R&B group , Ahmir, with their latest songs cover :

hahaha

Futile efforts again. Nvm got used to it. Abandoned once again. Monster. Goodbye.

以笑带过。哈哈哈。

I'm still the Alvin that you all once knew, just a bit depressed that's all :) I will find myself back again.

I remember, but you've forgotten them already. Oh well...there's nothing else I can say~~

Let me use this chance to share this song with you all :)

I want to move on.

But I don't even know how to start...

I think of her every time and every night before I sleep. We did so much things together, it's so hard to forget.

It's painful, living everyday like this. I wanted to do something but I know she won't give a damn about it anymore.
She didn't even give damn about the things that I've said to her in facebook. She don't give a damn about my life and in fact, made my life so miserable now.

I'm so stupid right, blindly in love. Sometimes I ask myself why am I still holding on? But I realize nobody in this world can replace her inside my heart.

I hate her but I love her.
I love her family too, but what's the point? It doesn't change anything.